It's May 1st. I didn't plan to start blogging today, but woke up feeling stuck. Feeling empty while living other people dreams. Not allowing myself to feel boredom. Realizing, boredom is the only feeling, after the pain, that gives me  motivation- to learn, create, practice and take actions.

I am turning 37 in 29 days, and this is my first blog. Here- I want to talk about daily struggles, womanhood and what keeps me going. Leave some quotes and daily stories. English is my third language and I refuse to use chat to correct my grammar. I want it to sound like me. it will be raw, maybe silly, maybe shallow for some and deep for others. Or maybe it will never be seen. None of it matters. This is me, seeking deeper connection with myself.